brainhellhole overspill

i will have wet dreams

tonight - i will force my self

to dream. i will dream of him.

him and me together in bed

contorting and fucking

and the sex will be painful.

i will fuck him as much as

he’ll fuck me - up until

blood floods the sheets.

up until blood and cum

wash the pain

tainting the linen.

this is the only way

i know how to wash

the pain.

tonight, alone, i will

dream the most bitter

of dreams i can ever dream.

tonight, i will come in revenge

the way i know it.

~ by geniusness on November 5, 2007.